2008

So long, old year! I didn't like you much at all!! :) As a matter of fact, you may have been my worst year! I hope and pray 2009 is kinder!

Storm is over...

That downpour of men has turned to a drizzle. Oh, they are all still hanging around, but they aren't as anxious to see as they were last week.

I still haven't caught up with Hot Stuff again. He seems to be a last minute guy. You know, the guy that calls you up the moment he wants to see you, instead of making plans ahead of time. So he keeps calling, and I keep having other plans!

I went out with KH again on Saturday. We had a good time. It wasn't as comfortable as the first date, for some reason. I'm not sure why. I do know he hogs the seat in the movie theater. He couldn't even share the damn arm rest, and I felt like he took up half my seat along with his own. I'm getting the sense that he isn't as nice as he seemed to be at first. Last week, he was constantly calling and sending texts, telling me how excited he was about me and how he was digging me. This week, not so much! I have spoken to him, but he isn't as sensitive and nice as he was at first. I'm in the process of moving, hence I've been packing for days. When I told him how tired and busy I am, he said, "Well, you chose to move." He has been whining because I don't have a lot of time to hang out, but yet, he hasn't offered to help me out either! If I had a little help, I'd have a little more time! LOL

I met up with City Boy for dinner and a movie on Sunday. Our original plans were for Friday, but it didn't work out. We had a pretty good time. His pics online don't do him justice....much nicer looking in person! Although, he isn't the brightest crayon in the box! He even told me that I'm smarter than he is! WTF?? Anyway, he leaves town tomorrow, so we may meet for a drink later tonight.

FWB called again Sunday, while I was out with City Boy. I didn't return his phone call until today (2 days later!). Of course, he didn't answer.

I'm supposed to hang with KH on New Year's Eve, but I'm not sure how I'm feeling about that right now. I was going to take him to the young coworker's party, but my gay boyfriend is also having a get together. Maybe it's the stress of the move and all...

Sexy Songs of the Week

Since it's the end of the year, I'm giving ya another two-fer! And this week is all about the ladies!

Janet Jackson - Any Time, Any Place
Uploaded by papafonk

Any Time, Any Place by Janet, Miss Jackson if ya nasty!

In the thundering rain
you stare into my eyes
I can feel your hand moving up my thighs
skirt around my waist
wall against my face
I can feel your lips

I dont wanna stop just because
people walkin'by watchin'us
I dont give a damn what they think
I want you now
I dont wanna stop just because
you feel so good inside of my love
I'm not gonna stop no no no
I want you all I wanna say is

Anytime,anyplace I don't care who's around
anytime,and any place I don't care who's around

Dancing on the floor
feelin' the slow groove
my mind is starting to burn
with forbidden thoughts
strangers all around
with the lights down low
I was thinking maybe we could...well you know

chorus

Tweet feat Missy Elliott - Oops (Oh my)
Uploaded by foxysoul

Oops (Oh My!) by Tweet and Missy Elliott

Tell you what I did last night
I came home, say, around a quarter to three
Still so high
Hypnotized
In a trance
>From the start it, so butter and brown and tantalizing
You woulda thought I needed help from this feeling that I felt
So shook I had to catch my breath

Oops, there goes my shirt up over my head
Oh my
OOPS, there goes my skirt droppin' to my feet
Oh my
Ooh, some kinda touch caressing my legs
Oh my
Ooh I'm turning red
Who could this be?

I tried and I tried to avoid
but this thing was happening
Swallow my pride
Let it ride and party
But this body felt just like mines
I got worried
I looked over to the left
A reflection of myself
That's why I couldn't catch my breath

OOPS, there goes my shirt up over my head
Oh my
OOPS, there goes my skirt droppin' to my feet
Oh my
Ooh, some kinda touch caressing my legs
Oh my
Ooh I'm turning red
Who could this be?

OOPS, there goes my shirt up over my head
Oh my
OOPS, there goes my skirt droppin' to my feet
Oh my
Ooh, some kinda touch caressing my legs
Oh my

Missy:
(I looked over to the left)
Umm I was looking so good I couldn't reject myself
(I looked over to the left)
Umm I was feeling so good I had to touch myself
(I looked over to the left)
Umm I was eyein my thighs butter pecan brown
(I looked over to the left)
Umm comin' outta my shirt and then the skirt came down

OOPS, there goes my shirt up over my head
Oh my
OOPS, there goes my skirt droppin' to my feet
Oh my
Ooh, some kinda touch caressing my legs
Oh my
Ooh I'm turning red
Who could this be?

OOPS, there goes my shirt up over my head
Oh my
OOPS, there goes my skirt droppin' to my feet
Oh my
Ooh, some kinda touch caressing my legs
Oh my
Ooh I'm turning red
Who could this be?

OOPS, there goes my shirt up over my head
Oh my
OOPS, there goes my skirt droppin' to my feet
Oh my
Ooh, some kinda touch caressing my legs
Oh my
Ooh I'm turning red
Who could this be?

Ooh My

It's Raining Men! Hallelujah!

Try to keep up! It's Christmas, and it I've been given the gift of men! Suddenly, they are pouring out of the sky...from no where. Well, they did come from SOMEWHERE, but now they ALL want to spend time with me!

I was driving to visit my family when the texts started rolling in! Hot Stuff was the first to hit me up. He wanted to get together on Christmas night, but unfortunately, I wasn't going to be back in town by then. Hot Stuff will be going out of town to visit family next week, so that isn't going to pan out too soon.

Then City Boy, a guy I met on an online dating site, hit me up to remind me that he had arrived in my city. He comes to my city for holidays, as he has family here. He and I have chatted occasionally for the last year or so, but we have never been able to coordinate our schedules when he comes to town. Since he comes during major holidays, I am usually out of town myself. Now that we are both in the same city at the same time, we have made plans for Friday night! I'm not really sure what we will do yet, but I hope he is as sexy as his pictures suggest!

KH had already asked me out for Saturday night. He has left the activity choice up to me. Any suggestions??? I would like to do something different from your run-of-the-mill movies and dinner date.

And then tonight, while driving back from my family gathering, I received a text from FWB. And well, you know the story there. Of course, he wanted to get together and asked me if I was in town. Of course, I lied and said no. Technically, I wasn't....yet. I still had an hour or so left driving.

And finally, also during my drive home, I received a text from Ex-Coworker telling me he misses me and wants to see me soon. He and I have spoken randomly since his visit back in March, but I'm not really sure what his angle is. *sigh* So lately, he has told me he would like to try again, and he wants to come visit me. He tried to work it out during the holidays. Our schedules didn't jive though. Whatever. Men...pfft.

Another One!

So the Sexy Song of the Week video didn't have enough SHIRTLESS LL Cool J, so here is a little bonus video for your eyes' pleasure!

LL Cool J - Paradise
Uploaded by LL-Cool-J

Sexy Song of the Week!

LL Cool J....need I say more?? Lawdamercy!

LL Cool J - Doin' It
Uploaded by kaz1988

LL Cool J- Doin It

Mmmm yeah (mmmmm) check it out baby
Make it hot... then we drop it
(oooooooh!) Uh, yeah
(oooooooh!) Uptown, you
know how we do it
Yeah you know
Make it hot

[Verse One:]

[LL Cool J]
It's the first time
together and I'm feeling
kinda horny
Conventional methods of
makin love kinda bore me
I wanna knock your block
off, get my rocks off
Blow your socks off make
sure your G spots soft
[LeShaun]
I'm gonna call you Big Daddy
and scream your name
Matter fact I can't wait
for your candy rain
[LL Cool J]
So what cha sayin, I get my
swerve on, bring it live
Make it last forever, damn
the kitty cat's tight
[LeShaun]
Mmm... daddy slow down your flow
Put it on me like G baby nice and slow
I need a rough neck nigga
Mandingo in a sec
Who ain't afraid to pull
my hair and spank me from
the back
[LL Cool J]
No doubt, I'm the playa that
you're talkin about
[LeShaun]
But do you really think that
you can work it out
[LL Cool J]
I guarantee shorty it's
real, baby stick it out
Here comes the man of steel

[Chorus: LeShaun, LL Cool J]

[LeShaun] Doin it and doin it
and doin it well [3X]
[LL Cool J] I respresent
Queens, she was raised out
in Brooklyn

[repeat 2x]

[Verse Two:]

[LL Cool J]
I'm in the mix now,
searching for the right spot
To hit now, get down
[LeShaun]
Damn my lover dig down,
you use a rubber?
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/fTD ]
[LL Cool J]
Damn right
[LeShaun]
You are my lover
[LL Cool J]
All night
[LeShaun]
The putty good to you? Word to momma
[LL Cool J]
Man tight
The only thing left to do is climax
Let's make it last
[LeShaun]
Word we ain't goin out like that
All this time you've been
telling that you was a Don
[LL Cool J]
I tried to warn you girl
you wouldn't listen
Now let's get it on
[LeShaun]
Mmm, baby wild, don't do that
Chill wait a minute baby let
me please you back
[LL Cool J]
You talk a good one shorty now
you're makin me sweat
How a live nigga like it girl?
[LeShaun]
Nice and wet
We get it To The Break of
Dawn, damn you're large
How a big girl like it Daddy?
[LL Cool J]
Nice and hard
Safe sexin it, flexin it,
gettin that affectionate
Chewin it, oohin it, all
while we're doin it

[Chorus (repeat 2X)]

[Verse Three:]

[LL Cool J]
Baby, I wanna hit it in the worst way
[LeShaun]
Make it hot
[LL Cool J]
Schemin on the ass since the first day
[LeShaun]
Don't stop
Damn I love it when you talk like that
Make it bounce sugar
[LL Cool J]
Long as you can bounce me back
More flesh than the Greek Fest
[LeShaun]
Roll up the sess
[LL Cool J]
Pass the Hennessee
[LeShaun]
Put my body to the test
Wait wait daddy many niggaz ago
I was a young girl
listening to how you flow
Now's my chance to hit you
off daddy I'm grown
From the back, from the side
[LL Cool J]
Right, I'm in the zone
One of a kind when it's time to do mine
Camcorder and the whole shit
[LeShaun]
Press rewind
Let it flow on the screen
while we puffs the L
Layin back in the cut while
we're under the spell
[LL Cool J]
Word life, I like the way
the ep went down
Go to sleep, tomorrow I'll
take you back downtown
We'll be

[Chorus (repeat 3X)]

Pretty Boy and Hot Stuff

A few weeks ago, a strange man in my area added me as a friend on MySpace. Now, I don't usually use MySpace as a dating device. It's really just for fun and to keep up with friends I can't see regularly. But this guy was cute...real fuckin' cute. That's one friend request I couldn't refuse. So we messaged one another a few times, only to learn that he lives extremely close to me. One day, after work, we decided to meet up at the local bookstore/coffee shop. And maaaaaan, he was even hotter in person than he was on MySpace. So we will call him Hot Stuff. He has a great sense of humor and good conversation. He helped me pick out my next couple of reads, while we chatted and drank coffee. The date with Hot Stuff lasted a couple hours. It was one of those nice, easy, and relaxed dates. When he walked me to my car, he said "Good night, little buddy!" as he hugged me. Umm....LITTLE BUDDY??? I just laughed it off and said, "Nice meeting you, big buddy!" He texted me an hour or so later and continued to do so for a couple hours. It was nice. He told me that he thought I was attractive, but that he isn't looking for anything serious. I just told him I was cool with being friends. Whatever happens happens. About two days later, I received a text from him that said, "So when can I come eat your pussy?" I have to admit it made me laugh!!

A few days after I went out with Hot Stuff, I met up with Pretty Boy for Mexican food at a hot restaurant in a hot area of the city. Pretty Boy is just that...pretty! He is a nice guy, but he has very little to say. I enjoyed the date. Again, it was relaxed, fun, and casual. Not too sure if I am anxious to do it again though. Pretty Boy is still calling, and Hot Stuff is still texting, but don't think I'll see either or make any decisions until after the new year. If nothing else, they can be sources of fun for me! ;-)

I had a good date!

I met KH on a dating website just yesterday. Since I was spending a nice, relaxing evening at home, I was online quite a bit. He and I messaged back and forth throughout the evening. Finally, before we both turned in, we exchanged numbers. He called me this morning just before I was heading out to run errands for the day. It just so happened that my errands took me to his part of the city. Soooo....

We met up, and he actually ran around with me and then we went for a late lunch/early dinner. The conversation was easy and non-stop. He is an attractive, professional man who is somewhat new to the area. A great time was had by all. It ended with a little kiss goodbye. He has already asked when he will see me again! Kinda makes a girl feel good after the onslaught of shitty dates! I still owe you guys some stories too! The holidays have me running crazy though!

Hump Day is around the corner!

Yeah, tomorrow is another Hump Day! So here is the song of the week. Okay, some of you may not think it's so sexy, but it makes me all kinds of horny! :) I really am not sure what that says about my mental well-being though. The video is disturbing, but it's full of literary devices that I would pull out if I was feeling a little more geeky!

NIN - Closer (Uncut)
Uploaded by rod_rubberduck

Closer by Nine Inch Nails

You let me violate you.
You let me desecrate you.
You let me penetrate you.
You let me complicate you.

Help me; I broke apart my insides.
Help me; I've got no soul to sell.
Help me; the only thing that works for me
Help me get away from myself.

I want to fuck you like an animal!
I want to feel you from the inside!
I want to fuck you like an animal!
My whole existence is flawed.
You get me closer to God.

You can have my isolation.
You can have the hate that it brings.
You can have my absence of faith.
You can have my everything.

Help me; tear down my reason.
Help me; it's your sex I can smell.
Help me; you make me perfect.
Help me become somebody else.

I want to fuck you like an animal!
I want to feel you from the inside!
I want to fuck you like an animal!
My whole existence is flawed.
You get me closer to God.

Through every forest, above the trees.
Within my stomach, scraped off my knees.
I drink the honey inside your hive.
You are the reason I stay alive.

No Girlfriend??

The young coworker and I were talking at work earlier this week, and he told me that he is having another gathering at his home this weekend. One of his friends is graduating from grad school, and they want to celebrate. He asked me to attend. He then said, "And the best part is, (insert girlfriend's name here) is going out with some of her friends, so she won't be there." Um....ok... I responded with, "So you are asking me to come and hang out with the guys?" He said, "Yep, pretty much!" Um...ok again. I then began asking him if he had invited some of our other coworkers, because he usually does. He said he didn't think they would come, so he isn't going to ask them. Hmmm....I'm not really sure what to think of this situation. The invitation is for tonight, and I'm not real sure if I want to go. He asked me again yesterday at work. I told him that I was still undecided. What do you all think?

Sexy Song of the Week!!

Here it is...Happy Hump Day!!

Chris Isaak - Wicked Game
Uploaded by DarKwon

Wicked Game by Chris Isaak

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you.

I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you. With you. (This world is only gonna break your heart)

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you and,

I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you.

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you.
I never dreamed that I'd loose somebody like you no,

I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
I don't want to fall in love. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
With you. With you. (This world is only gonna break your heart)
Nobody loves no one.

The Meeting

Okay, here is the long-awaited story of the meeting with the LD Man.

I drove 9, yes NINE, hours to get to him. I checked into a hotel, because we both agreed that I would feel more comfortable staying there the first night. I freshened up and then called him. He came right over. As soon as we saw one another we hugged so tightly I could hardly breathe.

He decided he would take me out to dinner and then show me around his city. We ate at this cute little German restaurant. Although the food wasn't so good, the atmosphere and company was. After dinner, we went for a walk around the neighborhood of the restaurant. We just walked and talked. Once I was too cold to walk anymore, we got in his truck and rode around the city, while he showed me all his favorite places. Then he took me to his favorite book store, where we shared novels we had read and wanted to read.

So I spent a good 3-4 hours with LD Man before he took me back to my hotel room. Toward the end of the night, we got more and more quiet. I knew we were both exhausted, so I figured that was why.

We hugged again at the hotel. He told me to call him when I woke and we would go for breakfast and hang out some before his meeting at 11:00.* I would find something to do while he was at his meeting, and then we would get back together for more fun! That was the plan...

I woke around 7:45 and called LD Man. I got his voicemail and left a message. Once I jumped in the shower, the thought "What if he doesn't call back?" entered my mind. He finally returned my call about 30 minutes later. He told me then that he had decided to go into work to pick up something real quick and got stuck there. He would be at my hotel in about 45 minutes or so. An hour went by, and I had to check out of the hotel in a couple hours. He had a meeting in one hour. I didn't know the city at all. I called him, and he again apologized and said he was still stuck. Then he goes on to say, "Did you really think we vibed last night?" I said, "yes." He was shocked and said, "Well, I didn't." Jaw on floor...

He then proceeded to tell me that he thought if we were just casually dating, that would be cool because I'm really sexy and cool and smart...blah blah blah. BUT he is looking for his wife, and we didn't vibe like he should when he's found his wife. HUH??? Then this man had the nerve to ask me to book another night at the hotel, so we could talk about it later. Again....HUH??? He wanted me to spend MY MONEY to stay in a hotel for ANOTHER night so he could tell me again that I am not wife material. HUH???

I packed my shit up and hit the road. I told him I couldn't spend more money to be rejected again. He told me that we would always be friends.

*I knew about this meeting before I went. It was a work thing that he couldn't get out of.

Sexy Song of the Week

Happy Hump Day! I know I haven't done this in a while, but I'm trying to get back in the groove of blogland!

Til The Cops Come Knockin
Uploaded by ice1906

'Til The Cops Come Knockin'
by Maxwell
Didn't you dig the way I rubbed yo back girl
Wasn't it cool when I first kissed yo lips
Was it enough to penetrate you dark world
Or were you embarrassed about the way you freaked
Well I wanna hold you
I wanna know you baby
If it's alright.......

Gonna take you in the room suga'
lock you up and love for days
We gonna be rockin' baby til the cops come knockin'
Papa gonna have to leave a message on the
telephone baby
There won't be no stoppin' me til the cops come knockin'

Six on a Thursday night 'n you be jonesin' baby
For a brother to hold you tight n' keep on going
Last lover came n' went didn't even hug n' kiss n'
caress you
Gimme a call it's cool the M's all open
I'm open wider than oceans
I'll be your lotion
If It's alright....

Please you tease you eat you
Make you feel so good inside
Loving you long if that's alright?